My journey

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Happy Children's Day!

Everyone deserves a break on this day. =) Let the little child in you come out if you have hidden him/her in some dark recesses of your life for a looooong time. It's good to be child-like. Today officially marks the end of our one week break. What break? haha..

Cant believe it, 1 whole month passed by without me realising it. Well actually I do, just that I prefer not to take stock of it. I try to live life day by day, wishing and praying that FYP would just end soon. It's such a mentally and physically draining process! Dr Tham must be so pissed with me so many times (I cant rem!) that sometimes I'm simply too discouraged to explain myself for the many boo boos I've made. =( But oh well, the whole process had been tough but enriching. I learnt the different aspects of research work and realised perseverance, passion and curiosity will push you on. However, I still wish that it will be over soon cos I want to spend my time on more productive stuff like finding out the condition of my flock and planning for cell!

More projects and assignments up ahead. Praying and persevering for God to develop something out of me during this stressful period of time.
Just led prayer meeting last Friday, shared on Spiritual hunger (1 Samuel 1:1-20 and Matt 5:7) and felt the Lord renewed my own hunger and need for him in my life.
Dear and I were a little disappointed about the attendance, but God reminded me that it doesnt matter because what's most impt. that the people who may need to hear the message are there. Was nervous cos I DONT LIKE TO SPEAK IN PUBLIC. but I'll try to do anything for God, as long as it is to give him glory and to train myself to come out of the comfort zone, I will do it. If i take my focus off myself, He will do a mighty work in the hearts of his people.

It's going to be a long remaining sem and I need a lot of stamina to juggle work and ministry. May my zest for God not stop and my love for the people not cease to run dry.

14 months more to go for D-Day! =) Think new house, flowers, dresses, candles, smiles, tears, love, new life ahead!